Mary K's ramblings

27 February 2005

Especially before I post another Blog entry. Yes, your eyes are not deceiving you, this is a blog entry from the long absent Mary K. I apologize to those few faithful who check here to keep tabs on me. To attempt to catch you up would be a fruitless endeavor and it would cause me to enter into so unhealthy thought patterns I am attempting to a victor over with the aid of Christ.

Suffice it to say, I have been fairly self-absorbed for an extended period of time. Then the Holy Spirit laid a smack down on me. (Kerpow - LF that is for you if you are reading) He showed me He is here and God is truly incharge of it all. My vain and feeble attempts at running what I thought was my life are just that vain and feeble. I was running from God not wanting Him to take back the wonderful vingettes of the future He shared. How dumb am I? Pretty dumb to thing that God is that fickle and capricious. I have seen the err of my ways and am returning to the right relationship I should have with my Lord and Savior. I am still struggling with some old thought patterns the devil likes to get going in my head so please pray for the destruction of those strongholds. I have also been living in stress city with work, school and church obligations mounting. I had my first mid-term test in about a decade. It went well. I cannot say it went "A" well though I am hoping it went "B" well. I would not be pleased with a "C".

Thank you to all of you who have been praying for me even without knowing my issues. I am thrilled to have you as friends. I hope to return to a semi-regular schedule of posting.

Mel, I know you are off-line at the moment but I love you to pieces and you are foundational to me.

H, I am thrilled beyond words that I get to see you again, keep the countdown going. You are a bright spot for me.

Atoti, you are a treasure straight from the treasure chest of heaven. I thank God for placing you in my life.

LL, you are a pillar of strength. I know you don't want to be placed on an alter so I won't, I'll just let you know I love you and I love God in you.

There are so many more of you, I thank God for all of you.

fofinha posted at 9:49 AM

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